me, sleepwalking

its almost friday...
and I cant say am looking forward to the weekend
not because i have lot of stuff to do...
I don't know really.

this week so far was really lethargic
...i wake up sleepy...despite fulfilling the
normal amount of sleep time

so over my morning bus ride, i tried to explain
this present predicament of mine
--i think i am sleep walking

LOL!

i feel like am over my "sellout" phase
cause on the surface i really think i am

but am i masking the guilt with overspending?


disturbing.