Love Requital

Its's just a couple of days before the office Christmas party (this friday).

And what can I say, I am really happy that it's Christmas.

The main difference for me this year would be celebrating it with money. Yeah. We're not well-off as you might have noticed so Christmas celebrations for the past 21 years for me weren't really "grand" holiday events postcard or advertisement-wise. And eversince the end of elementary I haven't received sweet Christmas presents. When I was in College things got worst. I believe I've spent 4 college Xmases receiving 3-0 presents.

Still, I've spent all my Xmases with my whole family complete.

That I am very thankful for.

So this Chrismtas I've decided to buy "BIG" presents for the ones I love. It's going to hurt the bank I know but It's a chance to be a big gift-giver. I believe it now: "To give is better than to receive."

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My Grad school plans are on hold for two years at least.
Yeah. When I quit my advertising job I was scared of the big unknown that was before me. All my college years I had it all figured out--after graduation--advertising.

So I applied immediately after getting out, and luckily got a big Ad Agency break.
But it all turned out completely wrong.

So I quit.

And now, the current prospect of keeping my current job might be on the rocks because of my tardiness record (I'm late I can't help it). It's a bummer if I get the sack (I'm starting to like it here) but I'm not afraid anymore. I'll be ok no matter what. Yeah, its going to be hard but heyyy, we all have shit to deal with. I'll be happy to sort mine.

Besides I dont have any substantial work expericience yet. And I don't want to enter grad school as the young rookie. So let it all play as He wishes.

I can save-up for my MacBook, finally.

Again Merry Christmas.