That Garden w/ Forking Paths

or how I am going back to advertising.


I started this blog just after college, i created this during office hours almost 3 years ago...

and practically, i've written shit about myself for the most par--i'm afraid--i have reached another crossroad again...

i'm 23.

and now it seems a little i don't know...
my life seems so slow.
and typically i end up asking myself what the hell i'm doing with my time on earth.
and so, it baffles me how fairly easy it was for me to accept another post as an art director--i mean what gives?

to start with...
---i dont have any money in the bank, meaning i havent really saved anything
--my job in ateneo had a siginificant cut back in monetary compensation
-what's going to happen to me in the future.

MA? grad school is good if you only focus on that...
but im looking forward to change.

new office, new job, new faces.

same me.

23.
girlfriendless
alone

i was in rockwell last night after an indie gig.
and i sat there at mcDo reading borges
i saw all these dads with their kids walking around the mall...and
it just made me think. will i be the kind of dad who takes his kids to rockwell?
am sure my dad never did.

is that what i want, a house and a family?
a career?

i feel so lonely sometimes